Make you mine

like omg.

2008-12-05T15:29:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE HELL!!
okay okay i'm in a lan shop. so much for lan.
HAHA. they freaking shout. like omg. still, ommg.
hahahah
slept at my sisters friends house for the past 2 nights.
HAHAHA. and i tended their shop.
damn fun larh. HAHAH. and now i'm in a lan shop.
hahaah shopped for the past few days too.
yeah yeah

got off the phone with Vian yesterday and the day before.
and yeah.. she arhh... you arhh... girl arhh.
why you so fucked up for what...
dont have to what.
ahahah
as in, if (she) doesnt wanna listen then dont lorh.
i know its kinda selfish for me to say that.
but, still. so yeah
HAHAH
dont be too sad.
hahaha
okay okay gtg.
love you guys!!

BANGKOK SUUUCCCKKKSSSSS

2008-12-01T21:10:00.004+08:00

I swear.. i hate Bangkok..
uhh.. stupid Pahntamit.
UHH... bloody people in yellow shirt.. UHHS
well well... went shopping today.
hahaahahah
shopped for a few gifts.
Teehee.
and so.. yeah
life here is so totally dead. i'mdying every minute.
hahahah
still, the TV and now, down to 1 book to entertain me.
UHH.

so so, yeahhh.. i'm still sorting out my gifts..
yeah, important ones and stuff.
HAHAHHA.
i want my bikini. so yeah.
hahahah
i need to shop more! HAHAHA.
yay yay!
but yarh, hope i can go home soon.

well, to the peeps:
Baby: miss you to the max yo.. hope i can see you soon
Julie and Litty : HEY HEY HEY!! hahahh, i heard about it! HAHAH
Danielle: AHH!! i still hope i can go out with you okay, miss you hell loads as well
Matt: Of course you're missed. HAHAHHA everyone on my list is missed
Joyee: HAHA, yeahh... cheeneabuddy. i miss you helll loads as well. HAHHA hope
i get to see you soon.
Celes: CELES!! ahahha okay okay, dont cry okay.. sorry i couldnt talk to you that night.
yeah, overseas phone bills. MISS YOU TOOS!
Pamm: HAHAHA, dont worry, i'll come back soon. MISS YOU LOADS!

well.. yeah thats all i guess.
LOVE YOU!

BANGKOK ROCKS!!!

2008-11-25T18:26:00.002+08:00

HELLLLOOOO!!!!!
hahaha i'm nowinbangkok doing shit stuff man
you know you know....
i am dead bored okay...
shit larhh... nothing better to do than sleeeeeepppp!!!
wah lao ehh...
okayyy.. so

Saturday!
Sat in the bloody plane forabout 2 and a half hours.
did nothing, excpt read a book and sleep and stufff
hahaha i dontk now how to people tong so many many many
hours of plane flight mans..
yarh.. arrivied at Bangkok and died of tiredness.
missing alotof people okay..

Sunday!
Went to see PMM's rehersal gradutation
from her university
hahahahah. damn cute larh okay.
took quite alot of pictures with her man.
yarhhh.. as bored to death at home and stuff. uhh.
just the blooddy TV and 2 stupid books for my holiday.
uhhs...

Monday!!
erm...lets see..nope, didnt anything at all.. AT ALL!!!
yarh larhh. erm, makan and sleep.

Tuesday!
here i am!!! on the stupid
internet.. BLOGGING!!!
hahahahahah okay okay
the people i'm missing now are

Vivian!
Danielle Goh!
Juliana!
Yolanda!
Litty!
Matt!
and yeahh..
thats it i guess... oh oh.. and..
HAHAH ____ yeahhh...

anyays, love you peeps!!
will be coming back on the 23 of Dec..
so fucking far away!
but anyways, yeah.
LOVE YOU GUYS!!

thanks for those kisses and huggss

2008-11-21T22:47:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha.. one more day.. JUST ONE MORE DAY.
and i'll be in Bangkok. ): DAMN SAD OKAY.
i'm so fking gonna miss everyone. WHY LIIDATTT.

haiz.. okay okay, so today.. i was being SANTA CLAUS!
heheheheh. i bought Subway Cookies for all my friends. hahaha
but a few, i'm passing to them tmr.
slacked at Danielles house for a while, and revived the old old old old times. DAMN FAST OKAY.
And, thanks Danielle, for everything.. you've spent HALF my life with me.. and yeah, i'm just really happy your in it! yays! hahahahah. Hope you enjoy your cookie!

Then then, went to Baby's house!.. Fun. hahaha, i like went to everyone's house larhh..
so so, i went to Baby's house too. hahah..
talk talk. Shared stuff. and yeahh.. just hope we could go back to what we used to be okay.
i mean, yeah, i really missed it. I just dont wanna feel jealous again and i want us to talk.
okay?
Baby, i'll sure to miss you as well. dont know. i might bring my Laptop or.. maybe not. i dont know larh. but yarhh.. i'll try to call you okays?

So, this is for you too! :
Baby, I thank God for all the times that we've shared.
i thank you for hurting me, cause it really made me feel different.
Baby, sometimes, I just wanna live in your arms.
Cause I know yours is the safest.
I love those times where we could just laugh without a guilt in our hearts.
I'm sorry for making you wait.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
just please, dont leave me alone.
To cry, To eventually.. die.
I will stay close.

Baby, I will always love you!♥

crash and burn.

2008-11-19T22:15:00.003+08:00

HEY GUYS!!
sorry i didnt post these few days.. haha well..
here's a break down.
Saturday:
Yolanda, Alvin and I went to Media corp to support Christina Yeo
for her something something super star.
haha. then then, met the piggggyyy Julie on the way to J8.
hahaha.. idk, ate Yoshinoya and yeah, town-ed. Far East.
then then, Julie was dragging us around to see her stuff.
i cant believe she's going gay. and i really mean GAY.
like, PINK GAY.
omg, yes. i know.
hahah.
yeah damn it larh. been super super pek chek.
money problems... and family problems... wtf, okay. Decipher.
Would you like it if some one called you something like, cheap.
would you like it in front of your face or behind your back.
My aunt called me cheap for nothing..
and its like, she said it behind my back. i over heard it at the door..
and yeahh.. wtf okay.
then yarh larhh.. every single fucking thing also wanna complain. but
yarh, i know. too much freedom.
but sometimes, privacy really means alot to young people.
haiz.. sian. oh oh.. like omg larh. sorry arhhh..
i'm like squeezing alot of stuff into one post.
HAHAAH
hmms..

Monday:
well, we Celesta, Joyee and I went back to school to check our results.
hahah YAY!! WE ARE IN THE SAME CLASS!
but but.. recently Joyee found oout only she and i are in the same class.
then then, Celes pulllled me to Sengkang to pass the blogshop person money.
woah, on the train we met Sharleeen! eh heh.
yeap.. then then, walk walk at Sengkang there lorhh.. makan KFC!
hhahaa.. then Celes came to my house. yeahh.. then she was like, cracking her brains on where to eat with her friend.
in the eng, ALL CAME TO MY HOUSE AND EAT. hahhah. so yarh.
laugh laugh, talk talk.. then, she go home..):
hahah. yeaps! After that..
practically did nothing i think.. i'm not sure..
and in the night, went to meet Daniel... talked.
like, hell. haha. nice dude. yeah.

Tuesday:
OMG. THIS WAS THE BOMBZZXXXX MANNS.
firstly.. Celes called me go out with her to.. ermms..
Great World! heheheh.. ate at Kenny Rogers.
hahahha.. something happen during our makan time!!
hahah.. then then.. walk walk around.. i wanted to find a bag for myself.. but..
to no avail. so yeah. Decided to go my house... play play play piano liaos..
____ came to pick her up. eh heh..
hahaha hmm.. Then then, Julie called me out.
but i was too busy with Celes so i made plans later in the evening with her.then then...
we met at vivo and yeahh.. wanted to watch a movie..
but, the stupid cinema was closed. -.-
so so.. we changed plans and decided to WALK TO CLARKE QUAY.
hehehehhe. crazy, i know.
haha then then.. we waved to like every car that passed us..
omg.. okay, then one guy waved back at us.. he thought we needed a lift.
HAHAH. and he made a turn to give us one.
LIKE OMG . hahah damn weird.. yeahh.. got to know him and stuff.
eh heh.. then yeahh.. Julie and I ton the whole, night.
damn fun larhh.. talk and talk.. got pretty deep.
that girl arhh. Dont worrry, you know i love you Julie. heh.
hahaha
nice mans.. but Julie had peeing probs. and kept wanting to go the toilet.
wth-.-

Wednesday:
FRISTLY, HAPPY ONE YEAR TO YOLANDA AND ALVIN!
hope you guys would last together! hahhaa.
must thank each other for the hardtimes and good times. love you guys!
yeahh.. then the next morning was this morning!
hahha.. Julie went to school, and i went home to get a fucking scolding from my aunt.
fuck.
then yarh.. Julie called me out agian cause LITTY LIAN wanted to meet me.
hhaha. slacked at mos
till Yolala and Alvin came.. went to Thai express.
haha ate greeen curry!
whoo!
spicy, but still nice. yeahh.. then came home.. and fight fight again.
idk whats my aunts fucking prob larh.
anyhow.. yeah.. thats pretty much it for these days..
gosh.. i'm leaving in like, 3 days sooon.
DANG IT.
but anyway.. hope you guys have a nice holiday!
TATA! ♥

and i meant, wow.

2008-11-17T01:05:00.013+08:00

Beautiful Michelle!!
Pretty Jing Jing!!
ouh.. HAHA, Miss Koh,
notice!! she wore a dress!
Miss Sanira!

Prom Princess of the

night, Rachel Ann!

Auly phoonn!!

Jiang Lao Shi!

Prettaye Dayang!

Heyy... sup people!!

thesee were the pics taken at the

St. Theresa's Convent 75th Anniversay on friday! yay! okay, i just thought saying the full thing would sound nicer.

hahhaha

like.. okay, super alot of seniors looked Beautiful, Hot. and Sexyyyyyy!

and yeah.. performance was great and all.. haha, especially the dance.

(Joyee, this is meant for you. hahaha)

yeahh.. and i swear larh.. all the teachers look so diff from school. like yeah.

FRANCIS WORE A FREAKING SUIT.

hahhaah

ate and ate.. talk and talk and went to take pictures!

whooo.. i swear, i'm still blowned by the amount of hot gals okay. AAHAAHA

guess thats all!

TATA!

stand my ground.

2008-11-13T22:04:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt like you've been left out.
You've done so much for that person.. yet they dont even remember you exsisted.

That they STILL have feelings.
That they still care.
That they have gone the extra mile.
That they would do anything to make you smile.
That they would specially buy stuff for you to make your day.
That they would send you home.
That they would hunt the person who made you sad.
That they would kill the person who made you cry.
That they would help you the end.
That they would stay right by your side.
That they would do little little things to help you up.
That they would take notice of what you wear.
That they would take notice of your favorite color.
That they would ask what you'd like to eat.
That they would ask for your opinion no matter what.
That they would tell you every single detail.
That they would say the truth no matter how much it would hurt.
That it matters to them if you were alright.
That they love you.
Yet you dont even see how much they have done.
yes its their choice not to do it.
but it hurts to see you cry.. to see you hurt... you treat them so invisibly.

Sorry, i dont feel like blogging..
just had to say this for the moment.

-thanks for those years-

Back me up.

2008-11-10T22:43:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was over

Today I'm fine without you

Runaway this time without you

And all I ever thought you'd be

That face is tearing holes in me again,

But today I'm fine without you

Runaway this time without you

And all the things you put me through

I'm holding on by letting go of you.

HELLO!

erm, firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTY LIAN!
yay! today was Litty's birthday.

celebrated it for her.

Met them. Litty, Juli and Christina(:

then then yeah, went to walk walk and see see.

then we went to MAKAN!

some hongkong restuarant.

ehheh.. FKING ex. but nevermind larh

hahhah. then then, went to buy movie tickets.

like yeah.

watched.. erm.. Dragon Hunters.

its animation. -.-

but super cute.

hahahah

yeah. then then, Julie went to get the cake up.

HAHAH then yeah.. ate cake at Swensens.

hahahh

whoo! Oreo ice-cream cake.

yeah.

then everyone went home):

then here i am(:

lalalalala.

-Darling, it doesnt matter if you dont care.

cause you know i do a million.

Honey, it doesnt matter if you dont want it.

cause you know i'm gonna want it a million times.

Dear, its doesnt matter if you dont talk,

cause you know i'm dying to talk to you millions of words.

Sweetie, it doesnt matter if you dont think it matters

cause you know i think it matters millions.

Baby, it doesnt matter if you dont love me,

cause you know i'd love you a million. -

it's all just gonna be it.

i really wanna talk and hold you again.

just one more time.

womanizer.

2008-11-10T10:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!
so so, on Sat.. hahaha
i went to Joyee's house in the morning. We were going to her mom's kindergardens concert.
yeah. Waited for her mom to get ready and stuff. Soon her mommy drove us to a bakery to get 200 DOUGHUTS! WAHAHAHAH. it was the mini size-ed though -.-
yep. then drove to Raffles Town Club. woah. nice place you know.
The ballroom was nicely done up. okay, so this is a kindergarden concert. OMG.
the kids were effing cute okay. we had to lead them to the toilet, and wait for them to finish pee-ing.
hahahaha. the lil kiddss were efffffing cute. i cant stand it.
hahaha. then Gabriel came(:
after the whole thingy.. went out to orchard. OMG. i was dying in my heels.
[sorry joyee, couldnt walk with you. ): ]
she wore a really nice pink dress. cute and hot larh. hahhaha
so yeap. that was for Saturday!

THEN. SUNDAY.

omgomgomg! Yesterday was the BOMMMBXXXX.
whoo.
okayokay, i went out with Vivian, Jia Hui and Amanda!
teeeheee.
they met earlier cuse i had church so yeah.
i met them IN the MRT. hahaha. then then ,train-ed to Pasir Ris. to Escape.
omg, fking boring luhh.
i cant believe we paid 17.70 to go in.
should have gone to WWW instead.
wtf. but anyway. yeah. we played some games.. ermm.. first was the spin spin wan.
second.. also spin spin. ahahah
i swear, i cant take spinning games.
idk why.
THEN THEN, we went to play the SLIDDEE!!
you know, the boat sliding thing.
hahaha i got soaking wet okay.
Amanda and i wanted to play Inverter. but omg.
i think i'll die.
its 360 DEGREES, 8 TIMES.
wtf. i'm not going on that
hahahaha
the queue was long btw-.-
then SPLASH SPLASH liao.. go and change.
ahahahah then went to some shopping centre.
i bought my christmas prezzzie!
for myself though.
idk what to give to the rest. Self made stuff i guess. more meaningful.
HEHEHEH.

guess that was all for Yesterday.
i'm so lonely larh, no one to talk to.
uhh.. I WANNA BE ATTACHED! shit.
anyhow. yeap. wtf, i'm going to Bangkok for a whole month. wahh.. i'm so gonna die. and not as if that place is exactly very "clean"
its scary and horrifying.
I wanna change hairstyle! like.. full side parting.
but.. still. hahhaha.

说好的幸福呢

2008-11-05T11:03:00.002+08:00

爱淡了

Hello!

i'm feeeling bluuuee.):

Firstly, i've got NO FUCKING CASH.

Secondly, I FREAKING NEED A HAT.

Thirdly, I NEED MY WHITE SKINNIES!

okay(:

now i'm feeling better.

HAHA,

shall write in pink.

说好的幸福呢

so the song now is 说好的幸福呢

damn nice song(:

what happened these few days.. hmm..

okay, so on monday, i was supposed to help Alvin find Yola.

the post on NOV 3 was meant for them.

-please guys, its been a year, ITS GONNA BE A YEAR. Yol, IT WAS A YEAR AGO. just let it go okay-

-i will forever love you(: -

yeaps, those 2 arhh..

haiz.

then then, yesterday i was supposed to GO MEET LEONARD, WHICH NEVER DID HAPPENED CAUSE HE NEVER DID WAKE UP ON THE RIGHT TIME.

eff you Leo.

sial larhh.. this holi is SO FUCKING EMPTY.

i wanna go out with Danielle Vincent Goh Hui Mei SOOOOONNN.

uhh.

and those of you who would like to go out with me(:

haha, yesterday. Went out with Julie, Li Xian and Vivien... erm, Tan.

yeah. Tan.

hahaha. met at bunk and slacked. slacked till julie had her drrrrrrums.

then then, Vivien and LiXian and i went to play the piano!!

wahahaha. yeah. i didnt know me and her(viv) were learning the same song(: teehee.

then then Li Xian were looking for boooks and found so many many nice books. but we only could afford 1 each. ): sad larh. but never mind i bought mine with the most Jay Chou's songs(:

then we were making hell out of noise when julie came back.

(note: i only say we were making NOISE when JULIE came back. HAHA.)

yeaps. she played her giutar, then sing sing sing. hahaha. then people were watching O:

but never mind larh. hahahah.

Had a fun day in the end(:

VIVIAN CHAN AND TAN JIA HUI!

you guys had better take the wind wind machine with me okay

if not i kill you!!

okay, so i wont. But still, i'll be mad. and get and angry AND KILL YOU.

hahahahah.

see... told you this holiday was boring.):

haiyohh..

i guess i shall go back to YouTube to find some funnnnneh vidds so that i can intro you guys!!

wahahahaha.

okay, i had to do that(:

TATA!♥

Love to be loved by you.

2008-11-03T00:26:00.003+08:00

Does it hurt inside you
or do you feel the same?
Would it make you feel better
if i'd just walk away?

Time can tell it all apart.
and you know time can
make or break our hearts,
cause thats what we are for.

Its all, just a lie..
its all here tonight
cause you're next to me.
yet your heart's a million miles away
You're here but gone.

You wont hear my explaination.
my hearts pounding yet you still dont listen.
Your questions drive me insane
but you know that all i needed was you.

Baby is this how it ends?
I could be naive and think its all just a dream
Hasnt this gone too far.
Cause i'm mad, and you're mad
but as long as we're okay by night.

Baby. you know you're all that i needed.
♥

all i wanted is your heart next to mine.

2008-10-31T23:11:00.005+08:00

Hey hey!omg.. the holidays are a real killer. ):ITS SO FKING EMPTY!! oh my god.
i'm probably covered in dust and cobwebs.
shites...
okay okay, so today wasnt all that boring. but, still a lil.
so , i was supposed to stay home and rot. but FINALLY!! joyee called and asked if
i could go out!
yay!
so so, we met at Wisma and she wanted to eat(: we ate BA CHOR MEE!
okay okay.. then walk walk and Wisma.
not much though.
so we went to Far East to see Joyees dress(: omg, effing nice larh.
Joyee! it suits you alot. hope you and ____ work out!
so after that, we went to ps! haha, met Celes and stuff. found Celes piano piece (Canon In D) nice piece okay.
it was kinda cheap larh 7 bucks?
yeah.then walk walk, talk talk, laugh laugh.
go toilet, CAMWHORE! hahah
cute larh. well yeah.. then Joyee and I went to see Celes and ___ off(:
omg.. was so bored okay. Joyee and i walked from Far East all the way to PS.fking tired larh. haha. but never mind. was kinda fun. laughing at Celes and all. AHAHAH!!
sorry Celes!
so yuppss. haha that all for today i guess.

love aint that simple. yeah, you're right.
heartbreaks are alot more painful.but i'm not up to that. i'm to scardy to do it.
i dont wanna get hurt again.but i fucking cant take it.
i know i'm selfish, i know i take loads of things for granted.
well, i'm trying hard to change.for almost every step i take, i think 2 or 3 times.

we all just fall.

2008-10-28T20:48:00.003+08:00

Hey hey everyone!
HAHAHAHA.
tired, yet happy(:
so so, today.. pretty stuff happened today(:
haha.
right, so last night, i promised Celesta that i'll meet her on the MRT. so that we could go to school together and stuff to hand up our Subject combi form.
then then, this morning. i woke up and yadayadayada. you didnt have to know.
yup. AND I DIDNT BRING MY E-ZLINK CARD. ugh. then i thought, better not train to school man, scarly no money.
so i tried calling celes A MILLION times. no answer.
sso never mind lorh, i went to school myself. THEN, SUDDENLY THAT DA XIAO JIE CALLED AND WANTED TO MEET. i was halfway there already luhh.
then i said meet at school gate.
i tell you, she is rich. take cab to school. haha. then, hand in the form and stuff.
hahah saw alot of people luhh... but still, some dont even care if i was there.
AHAHAH.
but i'm really afraid to go up to sec 3.
i mean, we are considered"Upper Sec"
its effing fast. i don think many of us are ready for it.
omg. but yeah, life man.. this is life. you cant change the fact luhh.
so new year, new experience.
this year had quite a few.. hahah. just hope we don't forget our friends in time of need.
i learnt, who is actually a good friend. and who is out to stab you in the back. who is a pretender, and who is genuine to help.
yeah. all these. hahahaa. and also, dont play with people's feelings.
it'll hurt real bad.
yup. dont take your friends for granted or anything else in that matter.
well, i guess thats all.
i'm really really really tired today man. hahaha
well, nighty nights!

it just gets better each time.

2008-10-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

FUN FUN DAY man!!
haha. okay. so today aint all that boring(:
got to go out with my Ni Ni(:
haha. went to sentosa.
NINI, YOU MADE ME WAIT FOR YOU AND YOU WERE THE ONE COMPLAINING ABOUT ME BEING LATE.
so yeah.. we hopped on to the shuttle bus and well.. technically buse-ed there luhh.
then then, woah. i tell you, walk like hell man..
couldnt find a nice, quiet, AND CLEAN (not to mention) spot.
gosh.. everywhere we go, definately got some Ah Neh...
wahh... so so.. we went right to the end of Siloso beach. hahhah.
OMG. we freaking saw an iguana. it was GINORMOUS.
we all freaked 0ut. thanks to a nice nice unle, he saw it and got all of us to get out of the sea soon enough.
then, he bravely went to chase the thingy away. *clap clap clap!!* hahah
so brave.
okay. then, Ni Ni and i soaked in the water for almost.. an hour maybe?
yeah.. then i got TANNED!
whoo.. main purpose is to get tanned okay.
haha. i think i'm too fair.
lalala.
then then, we went to VIVO!
*deng deng deng deng*
we wanted to watch HSM3 luhh.. but no tickets, only the 4.10 one.
but Ni Ni couldnt watch it. THEN! we saw Yolala and Alvin!
haha. nice enough, we bought 3 tickets only -.-
so yeah, slacked a while, then went up to the movies.
haha, all in all, thanks Ni Ni for the day!(:
teehee.
Gosh, tomorrows the day where i hand in my subject combi. OMFG. imagine if i made the wrong choice. it'll just screw up my entire future.
dang. harsh. but yeah, thats how life works.
i'm taking Lit, History and POA for those of you who wanna know. (:
well well.. guess thats it mans.
haha, the day has been good. it cant get any better(:
TATA! ♥

2008-10-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

hello everyone!(:
gosh... i'm damn tired. but i'm gonna post anyway (:
okay, just a lil something for the MM-ians.

Tan Jia Hui:
JIA HUI!!! hello my darling pillow! haha. Jia Hui arh.. you know, we've been friends since what.. P4? yeah. woah.. i tell you. you're my best buddy. you really have been through with me, think and thin.
You do realise that you're the one i tell my inner feelings to. yeah. about B.A and stuff.
I swear, i'm gonna miss you if we ever get seperated.
I WANT MY PILLOW): Ah Hui arh.. you're doing very well for your studies already.
impressive man. But but, i miss you):
holidays just started and i already miss you. gosh.
we really have to meet up one day and go out!
YESYES! go out with me.
honey, i love you lots, and you know it(:

Arianna:
MANGA! holy crap, you really know alot of mangas okay.
you're like the first person i know, that knows so many many mangas.
HAHAH.
anyway, honestly, you're like my... crapping buddy? hahaha i know i crap alot with you okay
all the laughs, SUBWAY. hahah. yeah man. subway.
THANK GOD WE ARE IN THE SAME CHURCH
gosh, i'm sure to miss you luhh. and your smarttttyness.-.-
anyway, Girl, you've got it all.
hope we get into the same combi next year yo. hahah. i remember you used to call me your "music library" cause i used to intro you songs.
remember "Someone's gonna get hurt real bad"
haha and all the other stuff in science class. hahahaha!
you're a hyper person, do you know that? hahaha
gosh, i will miss you alot and alot and alot and alot.
haha it'll be very weird not having you around. cause you put the "W' in Weird. haha.
YOU HAD BETTER COME FOR CHURCH.
yeah, i'll try to come for sunday class if possible. hahah.
hope we get into the same combi next year yo. hahah. i remember you used to call me your "music library" cause i used to intro you songs. ahah
Dearie, you know you can shoot far like a shooting star.
haha. You know I love you.(:

Jia Man:
HAHA, Jia Man! omg, idk if you're gonna read this, but anyway.
ahahah
you also another one. Manga like freak!!!
i think you can go open shops already. the word here is SHOPS. with the "S" hahah
yeah, we dont get to spend much time together and all.. but its alright.
thanks for being one of the hyper ones when we need it.
i dont think we're gonna make it into the same combi next year.
or maybe we will.
ahahha
still.. i will miss you loads. Honest. idk man, it'll just feel different i guess.
not having someone you were once close to not being there no more.
yeah. its just different. haha well, like usual. ILOVEYOU!

Zih Wei:
ZIH WEI!! see, i spelled your name correctly. THANK ME MAN.
hahahah
omg luhh, i swear, i'm gonna miss all your weird weird drawings.
hahah seriously, their nice okay(:
Zih wei wei wei wei.. hahah. i know, we used to fun fun in class with that
and CHIAM ZIH!
hmm.. though i'm not in same class for our.. everything? yeah
home econs.. math.. chinese.mm.. yeah.
haha but yeah man. you arhh.. forever drawing. i dont think i'm gonna be in the same class as you.
you're definately taking Art. i'm taking Lit.
alamak.
but we'll still be friends yo! hahah.
well, chiam Zih... ILY!! friends all the way!

MEINU-Yvette:
MEINU!! hahah hello!!
tian arh.. you yao si yao si de meinu. HAHAH. you arh.. in the canteen. woah, your face looks like kena langa my 2 trucks. HAAH
okay larh. dont laugh liao.
you always make funny funny things to make people laugh. or like, the class video. SEE!! make people cry....):
but it was nice. thanks meinu.
i cant imagine what the class would be without you. haha. always standing up for being right.
i love you alot luhh meinu.
i sure miss you like siao.
haiz.. must jia you orh!!
hahah if next year i hear you not doing well, i come and smack your butt!(:
Never mind if we didnt go to direct O level. must still work hard barhhs.
MEINU! WO AI SI NI!

well.. yeah, there's alot more, but i'll post it tomorrow.
hahah
NGIHTY NIGHTS PEOPLE!

somethings are better left unsaid.

2008-10-24T11:44:00.004+08:00

Hiiiiiiiii.(:

last day of school was yesterday... Sad day for most of us):

2MM:

Heyy 2MM! Guys, ya'll have been a super big part of my life. Though we were only together for 2 years. You all, are one of the best classmates i ever had.

Yeah, fights do come up here and there, but we still know that we are one class. see, we know we can be champions, EFL for example.

We might not be the best class in academic wise, but were are better than everyone in one way or another.

We all, have grown to BE one class.

You guys grown into personalities, character and all other stuff.

All of you try to help one another, be there for each other.

Yeah, i've seen alot of "potential" best friends forever already.

You make great friends.

I hope that when we walk the corridoors of STC, we still say hi, and hug each other like we used to.

and in the canteen say "OI OI, can help me buy sandwhich, ehh.. dont like that larh".

i'm not encouraging you all to cut queue luhh, but still.

All in all, i will miss those times that have been noisy, that we've made the teachers angry.

that we've made the people laugh.

All those times are kept inside in every one of us.

MM, i'll dedicate this post for you guys. GO MARY MAGDELINE!

♥Loves,

Fum.

scratch me a record.

2008-10-18T09:55:00.004+08:00

WHOOOOOOOO HOOOO! ahahahahah.

I GET TO SHOP TILL I DROP.

ahahha. gosh, this feeling is damn nice.. no cash flow.. no nothing.

HAHAH.

cool yo. cool.

okay okay, so.. break it down for you..

I, came back form shopping, took a bus -.-(mind you my leg was falling off) and there was this really really cute guy sitting on my.... left i think? Not next to me though. Well, anyway, i was flintching.. and my leg hurts like shit D: then then then, he was SO SO SO nice. He came and sat next to me, offering me a plaster. AND I WAS LIKE OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. cause the freaking blister was like, bursting and i was in SO much pain. AHAHAHAH he was darn nice.

lalala, then, we talked. O: yes. we talked. I KNOW HIS NAME. its ____. HAHAH. but we didnt exchange numbers though ): he had to get off.

BUT.. HE IS EFFING CUTE. ahhaha.

okayy.. cool down. whoo.

Teehee.

so, yesterday.. was the youth rally.

ahahah, fun mans.

was supposed to meet Joel for lunch, but i think i was too late.

So.. went to meet Danielle at the 61 bus stop instead. walked to church and all luhh.

yes. then then then, cause we had TOO little people.. we had to take the teachers car.

like, wtf.

JUSTIN. omg, dont get me started.

he can sing... and sing.. and sing.. and my ear was dropping. HELLO, we are ENGLAND people here, SPEAKING FREAKING ENGLISH. and there, in his own little -God-Given-World- was singing his head offf.

PISSED.

the whole rally thing was cool. haha, didnt know the youths were so enthu (:

DING DING.

and yeah. well... so on and so forth.

gosh. we got back our results. HAHA, not bad.. 75 for history. i think thats an A.

IF i'm not wrong.

the rest.. nvm.

and yarh. i guess thats all for today and yesterday.

so TATA!

nighty nights!

Give me your hand

2008-10-12T22:16:00.006+08:00

HEY HEY HEY.

ahah, woah, i acutally didnt know people read my blog.

eh heh.

whoos! i Rebonded my hair!

okay, fine. so i did say i wont rebond my hair, but i really wanted straight hair.
and yeah.

i've always wanted it from young(:

so yes!

TADA!

hahha

omg.. YAY! i bought new converse shoes! ahahah so nice nice.

they are cute.

its was pretty cheap.. and i had the discount card. so yeah ahah i think it was 58?

mm.

not that bad luhh. hahaah and i made friends with the counter guy. He's ___. honest.

i like converse people.

idk why also. (: ahah, i realised, i am DAMN effing converse. lets see..

i have:

1, converse shirt.

1, converse jacket

1,converse bag (which i dont use, but i paid for it.)

2, converse socks

and

4 converse shoes!!

HAHAH

see see, i'm like keeping the company Converse up luhh.

such a noble person. Teehee.

butbut, missing converse pants.

but i'm so not gonna buy from them

i wont say its bad, but it SO cannot compete with other shops.

theirs, is good. but other shops, are better.

Sorry Converse.

lalala. so so, YESTERDAY!

nothing much. Yolanda asked if i could go out. and i did.

so yeah.. brought a bit of cash with me though.(:

so so, i bought her a necklace. i bought Danielle and myself one too.

hers says Angel, Danielle's says Happy and mine says Smile.

HAHA.

ohoh, and we saw Celesta and Jervin too :D

then afterwards, we were toooooo bored):

so we called Julie! :D

eh heh.

i swear, Julie, if you ever read this, i'm gonna kill you. MAKE US WAIT EFFING LONG OKAY D:so so, we wanted to go to cine to take neos. BUT. Yolala tried calling her sis, sis didnt pick up, Yolala started freaking out, we all had to follow her home.yadayadayada.

yes. and then the story continues.

ahah. so, we left Yolanda's place arnd.. 7??

yeah. then Julie and i wanted to go bowling. THEN THAT DA XIAO JIE (yolala) CALLED AND SAY SHE WANTED TO FOLLOW.

so okay lorh

wait. wait. wait.

Bus-eeed to Safra. HAHAHAH bowling alley full. -.-

okay, never mind. then those 2 idiots say a massage chair.

ASKED ME TO BE THE GUINEA PIG. try first, see if nice.

then i sit. WOAH, i tell you DAMN SHIO. i didnt want to get up luhhs.

STUPID julie pulled me up.

uhh. then, we went to the arcade. HAHA. pretty fun.

ate dinner at Ya Kun Toast. i mean, WHO IN THE WORLD EATS TOAST FOR DINNER?!

anyway. then then, went to the play ground to slack.

talk talk talk talk. then, we bus-eeed Yolala home.

So... Julie wanted to see her beloved Dawn. so i followed her to Dawns place. but we didnt go up luhhs. just stayed downstairs.

talk talk talk.

then, went to Matts place. Drink drink drink. then talk talk talk .

ah yah, in any case, yesterday, talk alot.

HAHAH.

so yes.

i've made a boring day seem even more boring.

shut up. its a talent.

AHAH

okay okay.

i think i'm gonna watch tv. (:

YAY!

nighty nights!

2008-10-07T15:29:00.001+08:00

Hello! Elayne hereeeeeee!

I shall post for Rachellllllll!

YAY!

Ahahahhahaha. (:

Okay, i got nothing to sayy.

Byeeeee! :D

Its all new.

2008-10-06T18:37:00.004+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!
woah.. sian, these few days damn tired larh. Got a hell loads of head aches. Dang, blame the exams.
GGGGGGosh. so hot, and cold.
what is up with singapore weather? hmm.. lets see.. what did i do these few days:
so... on fri.. didnt go school, faked an MC. haha, i'd rather stay home and study.
then, sat, usual. went for Piano then cate class.
Watched some vids on the songs were gonna sing for the Youth Rally.
haha, all slept in class yo.
so after class, yada yada yada. talked to Matt and all.
hurrrh hurrrh, funs.
woah.. i swear, i nearly kena BONK by car.
eeeeee.. and i thought Singapore was a "safe" country
HAHAH.
see see, Govt. pay so much for the roads, dunno how to drive properly.
EURH.
woah.. i really wonder how to people speed in Singapore.
i read the news, and ppl ever speed to 130.
wow right?
and yesterday... went to meet my friend Nesh, and yeah, cool dude.
HAHAH
whoo, i'm getting my tattoo soon yo!
yeahh... finally man
HAHA, but i can feel the pain...
like now... gosh.
idk if i should put or not, i mean, its fine hiding from my family.. but idk if the future...):
well well.. for everything we do, there is a consequence.
oh... people, PLEASE. intro me some nice songs. i'm dying here.
haha, went to school today, was feeling like a sleeping duck.
i swear, i'm never gonna sleep at 3 and wake up at 5.
its a killer.
so yeah, tomorrow is my science paper, gotta work hard man.
ahah
thats all for posting i guess,
see ya peeps after the exams yo!(:

you can have whatever you like.

2008-09-27T11:06:00.004+08:00

Stacks on deck
Patrone on ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you could have whatever you like (you like)
I said you could have whatever you like (you like)
Yeah
Late night sex so wet it's so tight
A gas of a jet for you tonight
Baby you could go where ever you like (you like)
I said you could go where ever you like (you like)
Yeah.

LALALALA!
i think the world is still round and pink.
TEEEHEE!!
whoo!
ENGLISH AND CHINESE EXAMS ARE OVER YO!
yeah man. at least the languages are gone. now i've gotta worry about Math and stuff.
i dont think i can make it through sial..
alamak...
Ahh.. see.. when Singapore is hot, IT REALLY IS HOT. when its cold, IT REALLY IS COLD.

I dont like it when people see IJ girls... they label them as Lesbians.
like, WTF.
NOT TRUE. not every girl at least. i meaan.. so what if some girls like to dress up like guys, leave them alone larh.. what has it gotta do with you?
you dont control them.
they dont belong to you, they can do what ever they want with their lives.
yes, God made us Man, and Women. but soon, they will grow out of it. just some grow out of it a lil slower.
Honestly.. people neeeda stop critisizing too.
So what, people will a lil more flesh cant wear nice clothes?
they cant wear what they like?
Some of us just have big bones.. and a lil more fats. but, still... you dont have to critisize to the point where they dont even have the confidence to wear the shirt they like.
People cant shut their fking mouths.
idk larh.. fked up people. cant even let others live their lives in peace.
pffft, Danielle and i were talking in the cab that day.. that people just cant live without either killing each other for money or not critisizing someone for one day.
THEY HAVE TO OPEN THEIR MOUTHS.
cant we be nice and just help each other out?
see.. thats when you find your friends. they dont help you cause you're rich, they help you cause you are their friends. i mean, isnt that what friends are for?
i really appreciate some people for being there for me.. but some.. idk what to say.. they are all air heads.

ahh.. i guess enough of that. haha. okay, so these few days i havent been posting..
haha, so happy, almost everyday i send Danielle home.
oh, did i say? we hang out at jelita cold storage nowadays.
its a nice place to go okay. go to Times to look for books. haha. bought a few some more.. see.. i do read.
Woah, i didnt know Danielle reads so much. she knows a few authors. Good books too.
HAHAHA, thankies Danielle(:
ahh... havent beeen texting people luhh.. idk all die to where liao.
God bless them (:
teehee. i'm so evil. MUAHAHAHAHA!
i might hold a going out thingy after the exams.. around 10th Oct. text me if you wanna go.
haha. remember, TEXT ME.
well, i guess i shall go back to reading and burning my sat away. or maybe study.
HAHA. miracles do happen(:
byebye all you people!

snow drops falling on my head.

2008-09-23T21:58:00.002+08:00

OH HOW WISH SINGAPORE WOULD JUST SNOW AND SNOW LIKE MAD!
gosh.
these few days has been MADLY hot. clearly, we need to have Singapore SNOW!!
and do you know how i'm gonna do that?
i'm gonna have to push and push and push Singapore right next to China, so that it can SNOW!
yay!
brillian idea isnt it?
hahaha yesyes.
thank you thank you.
HAHA

okay. so so.. today was TOTALLY retardedly boring. Went to school.. blah blah blah. then Science. eeeee physics. ahaha hated subject. then then, it was history. gosh, HAD A TEST. i think i'll fail larh. like.. idk. maybe a zero or something.
i DIDNT study a single bit.
i realised, i have a thing to write om my school's white board. HAHA. its so retarded. i mean, i'd go,
"I THINK THE WORLD IS ROUND"
then recently, Daniel was like, " no, the world is pink"
so i went to school, and wrote this!
"I THINK THE WORLD IS ROUND AND PINK! ding dong is back!!"
HAHA
yes, i'm officially a dingdong. HAHA
we are so bored in school to the point where we communicate through the white board.
hahahaha.
Ahh.. i think i need a life. this cant go on.
i needa either, work, or study.
i was abouth to choose work.. but still. i'm DAMN lazy. i dont think anyone would like, hire me or something.
keke.
i'm like repeating songs on y itunes larh.. can someone intro me some nice nice songs. PLEASE!!
alamak.
my english exam is like.. thurs? and i'm still here blogging of how retarded and my life is and how boring the world can get.
whoo! i might go to the make up industry. HAHA! go be make up artiste.
teehee.
i don't think anyone wanna come my shop. scared of me. heheheheh.
no larh. i'm still concentrated on my tourism line.
whoo. better get into that course.
but, still, gotta study hard. ughhhh.
ahh.. well.. i guess thats all for today. haha.
BYEBYE ELMANDOS!

Pity for pity's sake.

2008-09-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. i think the world is round and pink!
Teehee. aiyah.. why the weekend pass so fast? gosh.. its really fast. ANOTHER 5 MORE DAYS TO ENGLISH EXAMS. gosh.
head pain.
Hmm.. Everyone in lfie definately felt confused. I really mean confused.
Everything's just going on. and you feel like you're the only one standing in the crowd.. not knowing what to do.
People.. walk, run do all sorts of things, yet. you feel numb. everything is just there.
You just feel like you EXSIST. you dont LIVE.
i wanna LIVE. Sometimes, you've gotta grab the chance by the hand.. dont let others take it.
there could be better out there. but what for? okay, lets say you have an apple tree.
so you've caught a few apples. But, you saw.. a golden one (i'm just saying this for the sake of saying it) and you want it SO SO SO badly, that you've got to climb. In your hand... you're holding so many apples. Is it worth, to loose everything you have in your hands... just to GET what you want?
well.. still.
haha. Chances come and go. Dont take things for granted.
bad word. Granted.
ever thought of this?
i mean, to be a nice person, everyone has to be mean to you.
Parents tell you that, if someone hits you, dont hit him back.
but when you grow older, they'd twist it around and say "then why never hit him back?!"
i mean.. how contradictive is that larh.
HAIZ.
the world is changing my friend. it's really changing.
People are just getting more cruel and ruthless.
They dont care about lives.
We here, have abundance. People ever in Africa.. If you'd ever give them a piece of bread, ITS HEAVEN.
how many have even SEEN bread?
children there have to worry about what to eat, or wheather they would even survive through the day.
and here, WE WORRY ABOUT WHAT TO WEAR.
hahah.
well, that was just for fun.
had nothing better to post.
teehee.
so today.. i went to church. ahah. SO EARLY IN THE MORNING.. ytd, was at Yoshi's house for his party.
FUN LARH. Cosplayers and stuff.
haha. Interesting group of people.
so had great and awsome fun till 11.45? heh, awsome peeps.
yup, today met honey for a lil while. watched BABYLON A.D.
great movie.. shaky on the ending, ahh... but who cares. ahaha.
as long as i understand CAN LIAO .
haaha. unlike, NO BRAIN PEOPLE. haha
okay okay,
gtg. my aunt nagging.
TATA!

little flower

2008-09-19T19:55:00.003+08:00

DING DONG DING DONG

DING DING DING DONG!

hahaha, hello again.

yay! today, was a very very.. hmm.. eventful?

okay. so we had Patrons day mass.. which was quite okay larh. HAHA, saw camilus.

hehe.

yup yup, we were waiting in churhc for like a damn long time larh. had to wait for everyone to keep quite and all.

uhh, i think girls are like real chatter box.

cant get enough of chatting.

bleah. woah, just not to be late for mass, i had to spend damn alot of taxi fare larh.

fk.

HAHAH fetched Danielle from her house. then Julie from BSC, then Ophe from harbour.

retarded.

HAHA. and yes yes yes. DAMN EX.

haiyoh. so so so so so so had the stupid music project thing. and like FARZANAH DIDNT COME.

uhh.

lame lrh... i spend the whole night doing the project and in the end she didnt come.

like wtf.

pissed okay.

wwell, after school i went to eat with Jia Hui.. haha didnt spend much time with her last time.

eeeee why exams come so fast derh.

i think MOE should stop exams larh.

i swear. so retarded. everytime stress stress stress. then proj here proj there, every fking thing also must get an A.

gosh.

what the hell adults think teens are these days, SUPER PEOPLE IS IT?!

wah lao.

okay i guess thats all now. i'm gonna redo my project

HAHA

byebye people!!

chel chel

2008-09-15T21:40:00.003+08:00

WAHAHHA hello hello. la la la la, i think the world is GAY.

so, so a few things happen these few days.

AHAHAH. i've been going out late man.. gosh, and the fking exams are coming larh.

sorry for the over usage of the vulgarities though.. i think its PMS.

ahhaah. la la la la.. i cant find songs on the internet.

DAMN IT.

so so.. i wanna talk about Sat.. which is kinda interesting.

so, i went for cate class. (as usual). then then, forgot to bring my book. WAH LAO EH. i only never bring for like, twice? EDWIN(cate tr) KAO BEI LIKE SIAO LARH. fuggggg :/

haiyoh. HAHAH, but after class was fun(: cause they had some mid-autum festival thing.. and like, Danielle, Elyane and Matt decided to go..(or was it i pestered her to go?) anyway, she went.

HAHA. i thought it was retarded larh.

MATTHIAS! YOUR FAULT LARH.. MAKE US WAIT. haha, but i love your PSP. hahaah.

and the game is fun to the max larh. AHAHA.

yup. then had some thingy thing in the church hall. i think i went high or something, i started answering lame riddles larh.

HAHA. then Matt and i were clapping SUPER hard for every performance.

HAHA. Danielle and Elayne thought we were mad or something RIGHT:/

hahah.

and yup.

and then, comes sunday.

HAHA. okay okay larh. met Yolala and Alvin for a while, at PS. then, Daniel.

Daniel, i swear, your friends are scary. and yes yes, i think the world is still very very round(:

hehe.

LALALA. gosh larh. the exams are really near. ALAMAK. i dont think i started revising though.

die die die die.

and so many many projects to rush up summore. GOSH. i wanna die liao.

oh yeah. haha, today went to Vivi's house. HAHAH. really cannot stand her.

EH, dont ka jiao Jia Hui liao larh. honestly, can tell Jia Hui is damn Niang. HAHA

yup yup. thats all for today i guess. HAHA.

well, BYEBYE. lala, i still think the world is round.(:

Just Dance.

2008-09-11T20:30:00.003+08:00

-I'm psychotic synchypnotic
I got my blue burners and phonic
I'm psychotic synchypnotic
I got my brand electronic-

da-da-doo-doo.
dee-dee-da-da
doo-doo-deh-deh
HAHAAH i think i'm mad.
I'VE BEEN SAYING THESE THE WHOLE DAY
hahaha.
school was fine.
had to do some Co-creation thing. Gosh. everything also the school want us to do.
diao larh.
but, i think our class is pretty creative though. seen some of their work. *thumbs up*
heh. woah, sian.
SO MANY MANY THINGGGS TO DO! and tmr is our music. i bet NO ONE did the musci vid.
or, unless, incomplete larh
HAHA. I think Danielle is a very very very annoyingly unique girl.
HAHA. "Danielle, why are you so annoyingly so good at art? can you for once, not be good at it?"
i'm serious, her art ahrh.. NEAR PERFECTION MAN.
well, hope she's readin this larhh.
damn... i dont get to see baby for the next 2 weeks! GOSH.
howhowhowhowhow!?!?!
ahyahhhh.. bloddie exams coming again.
I CANT SIGN IN MY MSN. shit msn larhh... what service not available all..
stupid msn.
UGGHH. omg.. i still havent finish my IT/PW. so gonna get killed. shit sial.
well.. i guess thats all for today. heh.
BYEBYE NICE NICE PEOPLE.
ding dong ding dong
ding ding ding dong(:

makes me wanna screamm O:

2008-09-09T21:51:00.004+08:00

HELLO! hahah. Gosh, exams are comeing up real fast. And i'm dying from revision.

hehe, and so.. went out with babe to slack for a while. HAHA like i said, found a nice place to slack! HEHE!

OMGOMGOMG, my orals are tmr!! damnnn... I hope i dont screw up the picture disscusion part. HAHA.

Hmm.. i was thinking.. are WE, humans, meant to be together as one? like, i mean... have you ever thought, how did so many people come about..

I'm not being.. religious here, but, lets say the story all came from Adam and Eve.. then, how did just 2 humans, end up with a nation of people. THEN THE WHOLE WORLD.

Hahah, maybe we're all just brother's and sisters alike. Y'know. Like our blood dates back to 100000 BC or something.

HAHAH. sorry, i'm weird. HEH.

tired tired. stupid art work thing thing to do. HAHA. alamak, my groups vid havent finish yet

haiz.. so many stuff to do. Okay, lets count. Music, IT/Pw, CMC.tian arhh. and all not say very easy to do luhh..

haiz.

Alamak, better dont sigh too much. HAHA, if not grow old too fast.

Have you ever felt like.. you were super close to someone.. and she just suddenly left you?

Like, she just goes on to someone else. And she ever told you that she loved you so much, nothing can replace that. Nowadays, she treats you like left over food. If she felt like coming closer to you, she'd heat you up and eat. But when she doesnt, she'll just leave you in the fridge, freezing in the fcuking cold.

Ever felt that way?

and now, you come to see that she is so close to her friend, you tend to get a lil jealous. like you start to think "what happened to the friendship we used to share?"

and you start to realise, it all parishes so fast.

in a split second, EVERYTHING changes.

HAHA, and have you ever wondered. If you'd die.. what will happen to your soul? will it still stay on earth? or immediately go to heaven?

Hahah, yeah. Well, i miss homing with Danielle. Miss her too.

HAHAH, i'lll try to pei my friends more. Thanks peeps, you rock(:

Well.. gtg, needa do my art and IT proj.

BYEBYE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD!♥

DESIDERATA

2008-09-08T21:42:00.006+08:00

DESIDERATA

eeeeee! hello!(:

wahahha. yayness. school re-opened. haha, FUCK LPS SIAL. first day of school catch me for short skirt.

CB LARH!. ughh. haha, anyway, met Baby on the 855 bus. cause he wanted to go watch movie. some sassy girl thing.

DAMN DRAMA OKAY. but it was a nice love story. its like those the.. "i can never replace you with no one else" kinda love story.

and omg.. i think music boxes make me cry.. it has that "never leave me..." feeling..

HAHA. yeah, i cry alot. Emotional, emotional. hahaha, and listening to a song now.. makes me think of this story...

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G: Do you still want me?

B: Yes! of course i do! why'd you ask?

G: Cause, I dreamt that you didnt want me.. and you gave me a music box, for our farewell gift. You still love me, don't you?

B: Oh dont be silly..

[Boy is hesitant to give the girl the music box he bought... he knew it would all come true.. that one day, they would part. And their last gift, music, could drift them off, painless. he didnt bear to do it.]

The girl peeps at the boy's hand and ask:

G: Hey, whats that in your hand?

B: Oh, nothing. Really, nothing.

G: Come on.. let me see it. I bet its beautiful.

[smiles]

B: No! Its really nothing!

[The girl chases him around.. only to find out that the painful truth cant be kept forever.]

G: It's a music box.

[She opens it up.. soon, crystal like tears roll down her cheeks as the the tune plays the melody of hurt, and sadness]

G: Its all gonna happen. I knew this would happen. You know I've hated them music boxes.. and you still gave me one. But this one's beautiful. It plays the hurt inside you. It plays how much you care. It plays.. You.

B: You.. dont have to say that. I didnt mean to..

G: Nah, its alright. heh. Thanks. and Goodbye.

[She hugs him as tight as she could, knewing she would never see him again. He hugs her tightly as well... smelling the sweet perfume of roses on her neck, he wish he'd never have done that]

G: I guess its all too late for that now. I Love You.

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well, i guess thats all for today. BYEBYE! ♥

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2008-09-05T10:12:00.008+08:00

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HELLO HELLO. gosh, havent blogged in a really long time. HAHA was busy going out, and doing projects. heh, surprise huh.

HAHA yesterday was super super super fun luhh... cause my music group had to do a MTV. hahaha, and the song is "Teenage Love Affair." gosh. i thought it was retarded though.. i mean, they wanted a male lead.. and they had to choose me. HAHAH was cam-whoring with Farzanah on the henderson bridge, cause we were doing it there. i look super weird in those pics :/

In the morning, Baby came over to me place. HAHAH had loads of fun. We kept laughing and laughing.

Then.. he kept not letting me wear my bung clothes. (it was for music).

HAHAHAHA. i didnt kisss no one honey.
omg.. i seriously look weird in those pics.. babe brought me to the saloon to style my hair.. in

the end, we had to chase the bus and my hair was screwed! :/

took so long to made it look nice and i had to screw it up larhh. f. haiz...

been wanting to go out with Viv and TJH. gosh, they're so busy peeps.

OMG, and i cant see Baby from next week onwards.. cause i'm schooling and he's working.

shytes.

AND AND AND AND , i want my Johnnie Walker! baby, you owe me one.

omg.. my eye hurts.. cause i went to pierce my ear.. on the right.

hurting like shit. damn scared i go blind or what sial..

haiz. better not think about it.

HAHA i guess thats all for today. might post tomorrow.

HAHHA

peace out peeps!

make me kiss you again.

2008-09-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

YAY! HAPPY ONE MONTH TO US! haha! :D
so happy so happy. HAHA I LOVE YOU BABY! :D
gosh. so today is our anni. okay, fine, to you guys, 1mth aint so much, but i think it was kinda happy for these 31 days we were tgt. (:
HAHAAH
spend nice nice times with him :D
and so, today baby came to my house, and slacked.
haha, watched the movie Bratz. and then, got bored. and played with my com.
HAHA. i kept on trying my outfits, to let him see.. gosh, i look damn hot when i was a bung.
well, whats in the past shall be kept in the past. Dont wanna rack it up.):
Baby had work at 3.. so i sent him to shaVilla. haha, sounds like a nice cool place to work right?
BUT ITS NOT! it succks. ahahah damn boring inside luhh
ahhaah
sorry hun. [:
hahaa then, met Yolala and her Alvin. heh. they came to my place luhh.. she wanted me to put her make up for her. :/
HAHA
AND SHE WAS SCREAMING :/
uhh
ahahaa so today was fun fun and fun. HAHAHAH
laugh like siao.
yeah Yolanda, "NIKE is short for National Institude of Kangeroo Eggs." AHAHAHAHAA
that was madness.
its fun to make up stuff luhh.. like ADIDAS, its "all day i dream about sex."
i mean, WTH? :/
yeah yeah, so i guess thats all for today.
hopefully can go out and meet hunn for a lil while. [:
Nice short post to sum up the day.
SEE YOU GUYS!

keeps my sanity out.

2008-08-31T13:22:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!
wahahaha. and so, here i am, on a sunday blogging. gosh. its been a few days since i've blogged.
haha. i'm so bored at home.
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE YO!
whoo! hopefully can spend more time with Dearie[:
hahaha. YAY! and hopefully going out with Vivian and Jia Hui. hahhaa go take Neos with the WIND WIND machine!
whahha. outing with Danielle, Gerry and Wayne.. (is that how you spell his name?) on friday after meeting Kellock teachers. GOSH, THEY'VE ALL PUT ON SOME POUNDS OR WHAT[:
Anyways, fun luhh.. bloodie bastards. hahaha.
then then, on sat, which was yesterday, hahaha, even more fun. went out with Dearie, Julie, and Matt. hahaha, Matt, you gotta stop the [emo-ing when i'm out with Fumm] thing it really irritates me.
HAHAH, and julie, shut up. you make me puke with your [SHE NEVER REPLY ME!] uhh.... [:
hahaah and so, life is fun fun[:
but now, i'm starting to hate the internet. UGH!
and the TV.. and everthing else.
HAHAH.
i dont like the world):
I dont know if its true.. but pepo do say that the more you think about it, the more it wotn happen.
Hmm.. i dont know, but sounds kinda true to me luhh.
HAHAHA.
i wanna sleep in a hotel!! i like the way some hotels are designed and all.. haha, kinda nice luhh..[:
I dont know what to do during the holidays man.... its gonna be so boring.
haha
well, guess i shall just stop here. just in case i bore you guys to sleep. HAHAH
BYEBYE!♥

2008-08-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

This is a story, of a boy and girl...

G: do you honestly still like her?

(boy has no reply)

G: you didnt answer me you know.

B: i dont know how to answer you okay..

i just didnt wanna hurt you.

G: so all along you've been taking me as a substitute of her?! what do you think i am? a fool?

B: i didnt take you as a sub, i just cant forget her. give me some time will you?

G: some people aint so lucky to get a second chance, i just knew you never liked me!

B: thats not true! i've loved you. i really did. but, all i needed was just a little more time to forget about her. and dont think that i've never liked or love you...

G: and it took you so long to answer me that question?

B: like i've said, i didnt wanna hurt you.

[The girl grabs her bag and leave, crying.. He runs over and tries to hug her. she pushes him away, but he still clings on. She uses all her might, and forces herself out of his arms, and runs into the lift, with tears rolling down her cheeks...]

today, nothing much happened really.

well, as usual... had IT and stuff. was fun, we tried to unlock the internet manager.

which is practically the thing for blocking off YouTube , Friendster and other stuff from school coms.

effing fun.

and so, went for chinese, WHERE CHEENA BUDDY WAS! YAY!(: SHE FLICKED HER HAIR INTO MY FACE :/ TOOT. buddy,you'd better thank god that i didnt cut your hair. HAHAH.

heh, thats all for today i guess.

nothing much. hahaha, TOODLES!

did you know, how much it hurt for you to say that?

did you ever thought, what if one day i'd find out?

were you able to tell, i was falling deeper and deeper, and you still betrayed my trust?

or, was this really too much for me to bear?

love like there's no tomorrow.

2008-08-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

HEY! haha, and so.. i havent posted in like what, 2 days? okay, so i'm just gonna roughly tell you about yesterday.

yesterday...
well, school was fun, running around in home econs and all. Thanks Jia Hui, you rock(:
wahaha. Met me Baby in vivo. Watched Dark Knight. nice show nice show. but the Joker was freaky though. I liked it with the effects and all.. the booong boong baaaannggg baaannngg!!! BOOOOOOMMMM!! HAHA! . well, slacked at vivo for a while. heh heh heh... found nice place to slack(:
hahaha. and so, i went to Daiso and bought some stuff.. haha, had a really hard time choosing the nails. hehe.(: slacking with baby is fun... you and my PSP. mind you people, its MY psp he's holding. -.- larhh..
uhh.. haha but, I LOVE YOU!♥

today. nothing much happened. like, really.
woots, had photo taking today. haha looked like crap.
hhaha, homed Danielle again, usual routine.
HAHA
"Danielle, say again." HAHAAHA
its hilarious(:
and so, talking to baby online, and Matt.
NICE PEOPLES.HAHAH.
is gaming really that nice? i dont understand why people can go GAGA over gaming larh.
OMGOMG, and please, dont ever watch TV Mobile on the buses no more.. it just freaks me..
wah lao, they showed this girl slashing herself, TILL SHE NEARLY HAD HAND AMPUTATED. gosh.. IN THE MORNING SUMMORE LEH. i nearly puked in the bus larh.
aiyerh.
hahaha. and so, another day with another short post. HAHA. i'm supposedd to continue my "Therapy" posts. but i lazy. and i doubt no one will read.
so, i shall say goodbye(:
GOODBYE! ♥

-woesandsorrows-

square 1.

2008-08-23T19:20:00.003+08:00

Another day has passed super fast. oh, and by the way, HAPPY BIRHTDAY DEREK!♥
hahaha, so so.. today was totally boring. ROTTED at home, thanks to VIVIAN chan.
YOU LARH! WAH LAO.. DONT WANT GO OUT WITH ME! tsk, made me rot.
supposed to meet cheena buddy, but dunno what happened to her.
haiyoh.
and so, today is very very very cold.
Went to church for class. haha, met Matt(: AHHAHA, DANIELLE, YES, YOU WERE GONNA FAIL. you cheater. humph. hahah, next whole month must come for class okay?(:
and so, i'm busy doing some art work thingy. bleah. i realised, i really have nothing to blog about.
except how boring my life is.
WAHAHA, after class, Abigail and i cabbed to town. all thanks to the stupid bus that NEVER came. haizz.. haha, gave Danielle some money to cab home as well, dont worry Danielle, you dont have to pay me back(:
haha, so long never talk to her...
I really missed primary schoool..
haha, after class, went to meet baby. Babe, I'm really sorry for today. I think I was going mad or something. you know i'll always love you. (:
and you know what, we only have like, 3 weeks before school closes for the year, only 3 weeks can i get to spend my time with MM. gosh.
Man, life's unfair.but never mind, i'll try to cherish all my time with MM.
to all MM-ians, ROCK ON!!♥
i'll never forget you guys in this life.
well, cover people, if you dont wanna catch a cold.
I'll blog more tomorrow(:
HEHE, byebye!(:

-saveyourkissesforme-

sweet little thingys

2008-08-21T21:33:00.005+08:00

HEY HEY.. well well, here i am. nothing much happened today. okay, why is there really nothing to do arh?
so, after school I homed Danielle. hehe, its been long since we've talked ):
OH OH, I GOTT BACK MY CHINESE AND I GOT A VERY VERY VERY GOOD MARK. hehe. 73 manns not bad aye.
I LOVE MY CHINESE BUDDY! heh, she's forever making laugh. buddy, if you're reading this, please, dont be sad in chinese class. haha, must laugh and smile more okay? and so, back to my day. sheezles. life is BORING. hahaa, meet up with Dearie for a while, chatted, but i was really tired and went back home. SORRY HUN. hope i can meet him on sat for a lil while.. haha, at least, better than nothing.
I've been sleeping since dunno what time. haha, chatting to CHINESE BUDDY and Matt online.
matt, you're really getting on me about her. haha, but its okay. i know, and understand. dont get too stressed.
nice, i passed all my subjects yo. haha. SEE SEE, even if i'm playful, i still have the ability to do well.
okay, so i found some interesting facts, dont cut down on what you eat, if you want, just a little will do. cause if you'd cut down, your body will shrink, yes, but the moment you go back on your usual diet, your body will turn back to its old ways and you'll never get your body toned.
so, just excersise and get fit(:
okay okay, i think i shall stop here for today.
GOOD NIGHT FAIR PEOPLE. ♥

off balance.

2008-08-19T21:23:00.004+08:00

HEY HEY peeps! hahah FUMMIES IN THE HOUSE YO!
okay, that was really lame.
Well anyway, I DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL! (thumbs up)
hehe. well.. it aint such a good idea, i'm like getting back my papers today and i didnt go. -.-
So... i'm supposed to find out "HOW TO CARE FOR A NATION". Its really making my head spin.
Any ideas? Hmm.. i aint so good at this.
So, nothing much today. Watched "Meet Dave" with dearie.... and yeah. Kinda funny, with the small guy and all
hahahah
talking to peeps on msn, and being bored.
you know, being in this world for 14 years, i've been thinking, is there really true happiness?
like, everyone goes around saying "you should do this that this that, its for your own good and it makes you happy" i mean.. thinking about it,
does it really make you happy?
and for the tradition-ers, " find a good husband, marry him and lead your life, thats happiness"
i mean.. is that all there is to it? is doing what you like and what you want is "real happiness"?
i have friends who think fufilling what they wanna do and what they wanna have is happiness. but there isnt assurence is there? Hahaha, i've been thinking about this for a really long time.
Labels.. you know, there's always this thing called "labels". Every street and corner, you'll hear peope labeling and critizing.
well, that brings us to a topic of free speech doesnt it?
haha. Thats another case. I'll talk about it another time.
Well. i guess everyone has a part to play in their lives.
It doesnt mean that just cause you are the Queen or King, you can shun what you gotta do.
that goes for all of us.
heh, remember that. ♥

fly fly fly!

2008-08-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

haiz.. another sick day. I'm like shivering.
i cant breathe through my nose! gawd... oh oh, got back out math and bio paper. i barely passed my bio.
my math, humph, just cause of one step, i got the WHOLE DAMN THING WRONG. damn pissed okay
wah lao.. i mean, 2 marks may not be very impt, BUT STILL!! i only got 19. and the number 19 sucks. at least a nicer number like, 21 is okay you know.
2 EFFING MARKS. shytes. i wanna kill ms loke ler.. haiyoh.
feeling awfully shitty. and annoyed. woah, mixed feelings. HAHAHA
having a huge huge migrain. gawd. i'm gonna die soon.
i feel like my nose is dropping off from all my pulling and blowing. haiz... okay, that... sounded wrong
but who cares. i want my 2 marks!! If not my name is NOT Rachel Fum.
gawdamnit. stupid math paper make my head spin. i'm like, whirlingg in my own world.

like real.

2008-08-17T21:58:00.004+08:00

wahahhaha. I think I'm mad.

I'm like, posting twice a day.

Gawd. heh. so, today.... MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE! oh you know what, i forgot to add the movie in my "loved" section

hehh..

anyway, went to watch [12 loutus], which i think, its pretty retarded.

i mean, give the show a nice ending.

and its like, almost every part in the show, they're singing.

i mean, come on it looked pretty nice in the first part. then

BOOM. like.. what the hell. it goes 20 years. its super retarded.

haiz... i shouldnt have spent it on the movie mann..

okay, so i didnt pay for it, but dearie paid. and its like, heart pain luhhss..

oh wells. haha i wanna go watch SPACE CHIMPS! heh, i think its a cool and fun movie.

watch all the mokeys fly in outta space.

hahahah

and WALL.E hahaha.

i'm becoming just like dearie. movie lover.

haha. if i'd stock up the amount of movies i watch within this month, it would be.. around my science book width. haha

which is kinda alot though.

hehe... man, is life unfair or what.

i mean, i have friends who are partying all night from friday all the way to sunday, and here i'm stuck at home doing freash neats on the table just cause i got a bloody hot headed fight with my aunt over a hair do. i mean, WTF?!

screw it luhhss...

well, i really dont care. i mean, when i'm 18, i'm gonna be smoking fags in front of the police station and drink Johnnie Walker and at the bars.

screw life.

hahaha

well, thats all for today. hahaha. sheesh, my eye still hurts.

haha well, night peeps! whhoos! ♥

remedy

2008-08-17T13:06:00.000+08:00

oh HELLO everyone!
gawd. f. it.
my eye freaking got infected... just cam back from the hospital
and i was crying, people thought i was mad. :o
well. nothing much larh
except an old gloomy sunday.
OH, going out with me honey later. hope he can make it though. Missing him throughout the day.
well, sorry i didnt put no cbox. I find it kinda irritating.
heh.
So, i'm made to do this thing, for chinese,
it sayys " if a child scores badly for his/her test, whose fault is it?"
hmm... what do you guys say?
i think its students, teachers and parents.
haha, go think about it.
its kinda interesting.
haha, i'll try and put a cbox so ya'll can reply my posts.
Well gonna get ready for the movie. and this week is a very very very cold week
So pleasse, try and cover up.
Take care and all the best for who ever is taking exams.
may God bless!♥

oh my god.

2008-08-16T23:03:00.001+08:00

oh heyy everyone. heh okay, so you guys might think i'm retarded opening a blog in the middle of the term.
I feel so annoyed. should I introduce?
okay, so I'm a very very happy person
i'm super talkative.
i hardly sleep. or, sometimes sleep up to the max
i can make or break your day
i like any kinda music. EXEPT COUNTRY
i think classics are cool
cigarettes screws your life. but i dont give no damn.
comparisons are the worst things on earth
nothing more is than what i have felt. so dont ever critisize.
be what you can, dont be what you say.

hahha see, i'm full of knowledge.
so... life apprently doesnt suck, cause i got good friends.
hahaha
nothing much really. I ussed to think blogs are stupid and useless,
but woah, when i see what you can actually do on a blog, i think its kinda interesting
well, thats all for my post i guess,
nights peeps!